My Giving Birth story - Part 3

Okay ni kali la paling last punya part ar :)

Special title : The longest One Hour in My Life 

6.30am - 7.30 am on 21st April 2011 ( Holy Thursday )

At 6.30am, after Dr. kasi pecah air tuban sya ( yg tidak pandai pecah2 ), then dia kluar p panggil hubby sya..

Masa tu sya limpang terlentang with my baju tidur.. 

Tunggu2 tu masa.. 

And kena 'drip' juga untuk kasi cepat contractions supaya cepat beranak..  

Then hubby datang dengan muka terkejutnya.. Hahaha..

So, sya crita2 la sama hubby lagi, yg tu doktor ckp mau beranak sda, then tu nurse pun crita lagi pasal yg hal semalam tu..

Hubby duduk sebelah sya & sebelah tu CTG, so when the contractions come, dia tau.. 

Dia tanya2 lg sya "sakit ka? sakit ka?" adeh!!

Coz the graph showed full contractions 100 level.. ertinya tahap gaban pya sakit sda tu..

yg semalam kan paling2 pun 40-65 ja level contractions sya..

But, sya teda rasa sakit sangat, mcm sakit besa ja, coz awal2 sda minta painkiller..

haha.. panat ba 25 jam sya masuk wad kurang tidur, takut teda energy mo bear the pain.. :)

Doctor said Painkiller doesn't make the pain gone 100% but thank God, I felt that it almost 100% gone...

betul2 macm teda rasa apa2.. honestly..

Then tu nurse cakap "bagito ar kalu rasa macam mau terbirak suda"

Nah sya pun bgung, kalu dtg contractions mimang rasa macm mau tbirak..

balik2 jg sya ckp "nah nurse, mcm mau tbirak suda"

skali dia cek belum lg.. masi ada pintu rahim, means blum 10cm terbuka la.. 

"Cis!! punya lama tu, balik2 lagi sya ckp mau tbirak tp tidak juga"

and c hubby pun satu, asal dia nmpk tu graph mau naik suda dia cakap gini 

"Nah dear mau ada contractions suda, sedia! sedia!!" 
Sampai dia bdiri ni.. dia pula yang nervous ba..haha.. 

kadang2 ada contractions yg sya rasa tidak kuat, then sya reply dia "belum2.. " 

Hahaha... 

And Jam 7.00 am, sempat lg tu nurse tukar shift.. 

atoookoi, becerita dorg di hadapan kangkangan sya.. pingsan!! 

Nurse yang baru tukar shift ni pun pregnant juga 5 bulan, then dia ajar sya cara mengenjan and sempat lagi kami praktis mengenjan..

Time tunggu menunggu tu hubby cakap sama sya, jam 7.15 la ni ko beranak.. 

trus sya tgk tu jam macam lama tul mau 7.15am..

Almost 7.15am suda, baru sya rasa mcm mau ter"berak" sangat2 :) 

Thank God, Doctor arrived at the right time :) with ada lg satu Staff Nurse :)

then kaki sya kena taruk d tmpt khas, bed kena kasi naik sampai macam duduk and Ready for Action!!

Doctor duduk d depan sya, nurse yg pregnant d sebelah kiri, yg staf nurse d sebelah kanan,

hubby di belakang sya untuk push badan sya pg depan :)

Nurse tu cakap bila rasa sakit sda ble push kuat-kuat sekuat hati ko dia bilang :)

Worst thing, sya kurang rasa sakit, so manala sya tau bila mo enjan huhu..

Then tu nurse sendiri yang tulung 'rasa' untuk sya..

Dia ckp gini "Sakit suda kan? PUSHH!!!!"

Banyak kali sya PUSHHHHHHH but nurse cakap salah push coz muka merah..

Aarghhh... mimang susah pula mau push tau!! Menyesal tidak belajar dari muuuuula lagi..

(P/S ~ nah kepada sesiapa yg mo beranak tu, blajar kama cara2 PUSH.. penting tu! It's about ur life and Baby's )

Doctor, nurse, staff nurse and hubby teriak2 suru sya PUSH.. 

ble tuli juga telinga tu kiri kanan depan belakang teriak suru sya PUSH!! 

hampir 10 minit la sya push nda kluar2, then doktor tpaksa ambk vacuum untuk pegang kepala baby..

time tu kepala baby memang d pintu sda, doktor cakap takut baby termasuk balik or lemas d pintu sana..

So, vacuum kena taruk sana kepala baby with low level seja 

Doctor said to me "I put this vacuum doesn't mean to you didn't have to push, it's just to help you to hold the baby, 85% you need to push or else I have to c-sect you.. I really don't want to damage the baby so you need to PUSH as hard as you can" dia cakap dengan selamba.. 

but, I'm really2 tired suda time tu..

Lepas dia cakap tu, sya tinguk hubby sya,muka dia mcm sedih..

sya pun macm mau nangis sda :(

I really don't want to let hubby down and don't want to lose the baby..

After 9 months pregnant, and 25 hours of contractions, nda kan sya mau give up begitu seja kan..

Then sya puuuuuuusssshhhhhhh sekuat2 hati sya.. 

then baru la dapat :)

Doctor pun ckp "Good girls... one more3x" 

ntah brapa byk kali one more dia, mcm nda pandai abis sya rasa..haha

At last, baby keluar juga at 7.32am.. and kena taruk d lap sya :)

sya pun tekejut and happy :) 

masa tu mcm teda tenaga sda mau buat apa2,

sya just taruk tangan atas badan dia and tinguk ja..

Macam 100% hilang energy ni..

tapi masi sedar lg la.. :) 

Pastu bed kena kasi turun, baby kena kasi bersih and hubby bw baby keluar..

pastu doktor jahit sambil tanya2 sya lagi

"how old r u?" .. "26" sya bilang..

then tu nurse menyampuk"aik, sya ingat masi skola menengah muka nmpk babyface.." 

doktor pun "Ya la, dun worry still young, luka pun cepat sembuh"

Sya pun nda bermaya suda layan dorg, sya mau tiduuuur lagi..huahua...

After suda kena jahit, doktor bagi nasihat lagi then bagi kata2 semangat 

Sya nda ingat apa dia ckp, coz mamai2 mau tidur..huhu...

Then nurse hantar sya pg wad, and jumpa hubby :) 

hubby senyum2 balik dari nursery baby, dia ckp "baby sihat and nomal" 

Pastu sya tiduuurrr.... huahua...

Abis cerita :) 

P/S~ Thank you very much and I really appreciate and million thank you to all my families,friends, Dr Ramesh and all the nurse at Rafflesia Medical Center yang bagi support :) 

and tidak jemu2 balas msg2 and encourage me :) 

I am so lucky to have you all :)

Dan yang paling penting skali My dear Husband who is there with me through all the bad and good times :) 

To be continued... 

What makes me strong during my pregnancy and labour time? 

Believe it or not, but I did experienced it :) 

My Giving Birth story - Part 2

Sorry for a long delayed :) 
Today is the 7th day after giving birth 
and Hari Ke-7 Berpantang.. 

aiya lamaaa nya..huhu..

 Ba jom kita sambg cerita 

on 21st April 2011 ( Holy Thursday ) at 12.00am :

I can feel the contractions already, macam selang 10-20 minit la dia datang..

then dia datang trus 3 kali berturut in 15 second..

 mcm 5 saat sakit, trus 2 saat nda sakit, then 5 saat lg sakit trus 2 saat x sakit, 5 saat sakit, then tidak suda sakit sampai 10min-20 min.

Tapi sakit dia tu sya ble tahan la with just taking a deep breath seja then okay sda ;)

I asked hubby to sleep next to me, just in case kalu ada sakit kuat sya buli gigit dia ..hehe..

Then when I took deep breaths, he knws that I'm in pain :) 

at 1am gitu, the nurse in-charge pg tgk sya, then she asked if I did feel any pain, trus sya angguk ja la..

Then, dia pasang tu CTG di perut sya utk tgk contractions and heartbeat baby..

Skali dia pasang tu CTG for about 35min, there is no contractions.. 

graf di CTG pun yg low seja 

"kureng betul bila pasang tu alat teda pula contraction" 

Tu nurse cakap "aik, teda contractions pun ni, ko rasa sakit ka?"

then sya jwb "tadi ada, skrg teda pula"

For about 45min, sya minta tu CTG kena buka dari perut sya, coz nda selesa la tidur terlentang plus sya mau pg tandas lg ..huhu

Then tu CTG kena buka la and sya ble pg tandas sesuka hati and tidur sesuka hati juga ;) 

Jadi tidur la me & hubby sampai jam 5.45am gitu..

( Dalam tidur tu pun, I realized tu nurse ada jg p jenguk2 beberapa kali, ish ish jeles kali dia tgk sya tidur ...hehe )

At.5.45am tu, tbangun coz ada Dr. Ramesh ( My Gynae ) datang pg tgk patient di sebelah, 

and sekali jg tgk sya.. 

He said to me "U still don't feel any contractions?" and sya angguk ja la..

He said : " Okay, after this I wanna scan you one more time, and find out what is wrong,

maybe... bla bla bla (sya lupa sda apa dia ckp, coz baru bgn kan, angguk ja la )

Bila Dr. jalan sda, sya pg tandas lu cuci muka berus gigi smua, relak2 ba..

then after kluar dari tandas, hubby said Dr. ask me to go to Labour Room, dia mo check dia bilang..

Then pg la sya sana Labour room dengan sarung2 and baju tidur lg tu.. 

At the Labour Room about 6.05am  :

Ada sda Dr. and nurse yg incharge semalam tunggu sana, with dripper and scanner and CTG

Dalam hati sya " maybe kena operate la ni tau, or kena induce..hantam seja la"

Then, Dr. Pasang CTG di perut sya, and check bukaan..

Fobia sya kena check bukaan trus sya ckp sama Dr. "ahh.. check bukaan lagi? sakit tu.. "

then Dr said "No, I use only one finger,k"

And tidak juga sakit Dr. check, kalu tu nurse yang sakit betul dia check..huhu..

Then!! 

Dr said to the nurse incharge "Bukaan dia 8-9cm suda ni, dia mau beranak suda ni, sepa cakap dia tidur tu? "

Sya sama tu nurse pun tkejut .. 

then utk cover tu nurse, sya cakap "sya tidak brapa tidur tu, sya tidur2 ayam ja tu"

then tu nurse cover herself "sya nampak nyenyak betul dia tidur tu"

Then Dr. said "nah dia tidur2 ayam ja tu, ko ni ar... "and  asked her to get prepared ,

he said to me "In within one hour kau ble beranak suda, nasib baik la, kalu blum ada bukaan or contractions sampai jam 12pm ni hari tpaksa sya operate kau....okay, you just calm down, while I go outside and call your husband dlu"

Dengan bingung2 sya sama tu nurse di Labour Room, dia ckp dgn sya "Alah, sya ingat ko tidak rasa sakit, kalu ko rasa sakit tu, sya check bukaan ko, Dr. pun ada call jg ba pagi2 then sya cakap ko masi tidur, tula dia risau tu"

Then sya ckp la sama tu nurse " Ada ba sya cakap sakit tu, tapi bila tu CTG kena pasang trus hilang sakit"

Trus kami ketawa bingung2.. hohoo...

Ba buli sya kasi to be continued lagi, baby mau menyusu suda :) sorry :) hehe... 

My Giving Birth story - Part 1

21st April 2011 7.32am, our little princess was born :) yeay at last :)

Here is my "beranak" story.. haha..

After went to see the doctor on 19th April 

( doc asked me to come and see him on Saturday for a review again if belum beranak2 lagi) 

we went to eat puas2 and beli2 buah-buahan and berjalan sampai malam 

(ada sedikit susah hati coz baby blum ada tanda2 mau kluar, kepala dia pun blum 'engaged' lagi )

then, I felt stomachache, yang macm mau berak tu..

I thought it was bcoz the food and buah-buahan that i ate lately..

Day 1 : at 12:00 am 20 April2011 , I couldn't sleep and went to the toilet untuk melabur dengan banyak

 after that, mau tidur pun nda dpt, macam mau berak seja..

at about 4.15am, pigi lagi toilet coz terasa macm mau berak,

skali ada kluar darah, at that moment, gembira + nervous + bingung smua tkeluar..

dengan mamai2 nya sya kluar dari toilet, and bgto hubby yang ada darah, 

sama2 kami p tinguk tu darah, and bincang lagi samada darah berak ka atau darah mau beranak?

without fikir panjang, trus sya mandi and cuci rambut dengan sepuas-puasnya lagi tu..hehe

at 5.00am, me, hubby and mother in law pigi Rafflesia Medical Center..

Well, I just felt like stomachache yg macm mau berak tu, tapi pandai hilang2..

Sampai ja sana Rafflesia, kena admitted and kena pasang CTG,

kena check bukaan at 6.00am baru 1cm with low-mild contractions

nurse tu cakap "maybe 11.30am ni ble beranak sda la kau tu" and asked me not to eat anything..

then, after 2 hours, dorg tgk CTG masi lagi low-mild contractions, 

baru dorg suru bfast, coz maybe laaaama lagi sya beranak, coz blum ada tanda2 contraction yang kuat..

so berehat2 ja la d hosp sambil SMSes Families & Friends

( Thank you very much kepada Family & Best Friends yang sudi SMSes dgn sya time tu : hilang juga keboringan dan ketakutan sya :)  and byk tips and kata2 semangat juga ni, Thank you once again, God bless you all )

At 2.00pm, ada staff nurse datang and check2 bukaan 

( punya sakit mau check bukaan tu, mcm mau sepak orang ja ooo..haha )

MASIH LAGI 1cm and tu nurse cakap actually, tidak sampai pun 1cm..

With low-mild contractions and small "bukaan", they told my doctor ( Dr. Ramesh Kumar Nadason )

At 5.00 pm, doctor came and tanya2 kalu ada sakit kuat, then sya cakap "buli2 la.."

watching me smiling and buli limpang2 and jalan2 lagi, 

he said " I think you will be deliver tomorrow, if not this midnight, depends on the contractions, kalau macam ni masi ble senyum2 ni belum lagi la, coz kalau contractions betul2, you wont be able to smile or sleep anymore"

Dia cakap begitu trus sya imagine suda, amacm la sakit dia sampai nda buli senyum and tidur lg ni.. 

So malam2, sya makan biskut and minum air ckit ja, takut2 mau beranak malam, 

coz dorg ckp jan makan byk2 nanti kalu terberanak, takut muntah time mau enjan,

 so sya pun teda la makan byk2 lgpun mcm teda selera mau makan.. 

6.00pm to midnight, sya limpang, jalan2, tinguk baby orang, pg tandas, SMSes, and tidur seja..

21st April 2011 ( to be continued ) hehe..

btw, today is Easter Sunday and our 1st year Anniversary :)

Wanna wish you all, Happy Easter and God bless you all :)

and to my hubby, Happy 1st Year Anniversary :) 

Expected Date of Delivery

Halo all :) 

FYI, My Expected Date of Delivery (EDD) is on 19th April 2011 ( Tuesday )

Today is 18th April 2011..

Well, now, I did experience should I say some contraction

 ( maybe, coz I dont know what is contractions and how does it feel like)

First baby kan, mana tau apa rasa dia.. 

Macm la kalu orang lain cakap "rasa oren" tapi oren pun sya nda pernah makan, 

nah amcm jg mau tau rasa oren kan..haha :) perumpamaan ja :)

From here , dia bilang :

Contractions are often described as a cramping or tightening sensation that starts in the back and moves around to the front in a wave-like manner. 

But I don't think I feel that way now, 

skrg mcm baby gerak2 kepala dia mau pg bawah and she did hiccup often.. 

and teda juga sakit2 betul, mcm besa ja ni, ble lagi jalan2 and buat keja mcm besa..

emm...jadi, bila la ni baby mau kluar ni? 

Duuuulu time my early pregnancy, I prayed for baby to come out on our anniversary 24th April, 

ba abis la, dia dengar kali tu tau, 24th April kali dia mau kluar?? 

wuahhh... berat suda ni, and mau jalan pun tpaksa berhati2 coz mana tau bila2 and di mana2 seja dia mo kluar, malu la kalu d 1B air ketuban pecah ka apa..mesti panik gila tu kalu d tmpt lain pecah air ketuban.. 

Apapun, We pray for the best and ask for God's help :)

and Thank you kepada those who ask and sms me time2 skrg, 

Thank you for sharing my "nervousness" haha.. 

kurang jg nervous sya, kalu kamu pun ikut nervous :) 

and bsuk juga ada appointment sama doktor, doktor ckp kalu blum beranak, pg klinik jmpa mcm besa, 

entah apa lagi la doktor cakap ni kali ni :) 

Ba, sya pun nda mo cakap byk, 

manatau skali bsuk subuh tiba2 pecah air ketuban ka apa, who knows kan :)

bilang teda sakit, skali tu pula sakit dia.. tapi sya yg nda tau.. 

OK la, till then :) sya mau pg kira and rasa2 contraction dlu ni, manatau ada :P 

God bless :)

Palm Sunday

Halo all, today ,We Christians celebrate Palm Sunday :)

What is Palm Sunday? Kalu BM, Minggu Palma :)

Why we celebrate Palm Sunday? 

Palm Sunday oso referred to as "Passion Sunday" and marks as the beginning of Holy Week and end on Easter Sunday..

Yup, kalu dari Bible, Minggu Palma ni adalah di mana Yesus datang pg Jerusalem 

dan orang2 di sana menyambut Dia dengan daun palma.. 

letak tu daun palma d lantai untuk Dia pijak 

and kasi lambai2 tu daun palma..

kan dlu2 teda "red carpet" , jadi daun palma ni sebagai tanda hormat la untuk mengalu2 kan kedatangan Yesus ke tempat mereka :)

Holy Week ni tahun sya nda dpt pg church :( coz sarat sda ni, takut2 pingsan, tau la time Holy Week ni memang banyak tul orang pg church, sesak2 lg tu.. 

but I owez pray and pray harder and God is always in my heart :)

And  I'm really glad to deliver my first baby during Holy Week, 

and Our First Wedding Anniversary is on EASTER SUNDAY 24th April 2011 :) Yeay..

Thank God :)

Btw, tinggal 2 HARI lg due sya :) wuaahhh...

and Hubby balik KK bsuk :) hopefully baby kluar la kalu ada daddy dia suda :) haha

okay la till then, 

Have a Blessed Palm Sunday :)

Welcome to Our New Blog :)

 Halo all, welcome to our new blog ~
Mr & Mrs Kris : Living Our Lives to the Fullest 

I miss to write & blog so much :) 

As you know, I want to privatized the naiad85.blogspot.com and I did..

but I think I cant handle over friends & bloggers who are asking for permission to read my blog.. 

( coz tu readers makin byk suda, and can only up to 100 seja..)

then, it's unfair to choose people to read my blog since I've got 
( should I say "We" ) so many friends ..

It's hard for me to answers these Q :

" Napa tidak dapat baca blog ko?"

"Napa ko tidak add sya?"

"Napa kau kasi private? Sepa yang ko tidak mau kasi baca?"

Mula-mula, the main reason for me to close the blog is that I think I can't handle gossips.. 

Apa jak yg kita tulis d blog sumtimes jadi gosip org lain pula.. 

Since my last 3-4 posts on naiad's blog are good news, 
ada yang tidak senang duduk and since I'm pregnant and very sensitive, 
I decided to close that blog ( Malas sya perkara yg bikin sakit hati, 
so runaway is the best thing to do, haha ) and trus lama2 malas mau tulis suda..

Since, I closed that blog, banyak juga la sya dpt private message di FB and SMSes & phone calls asking why and they said my blog inspired them.. 
(aiseymen, betul2 ni ar, bukan tambirang :) haha... ) 

Walaupun sya nda tau apa yg sya tulis sampai ble inspire people out there,
 I just thankful ada juga org baca and take it positively :) 

Nah, these messages & smua ni la yang membuatkan sya bsemangat balik mau buka blog 
& write from my true heart (ceh ceh!! )  :) 

& 

Thanks to AnnieMing yang juga bg sya semangat utk blog balik and helped me a lot with the template & etc...

( nah itu la pink sda ni blog tjangkit c Annie.. hahaa ) 

FYI, Annieming & I are colleagues. hari2 jumpa and bayangkan la hari2 dia suru blog :) 

(metafor skit : nda la ba hari2 kan..hahaha ) 

And some friends told me not to care too much wut others say 
coz semua org pun ada mulut, macamana juga mau tutup mulut dorg kan.. 
biar la yg mau cakap bad things tu paduli la kan...

Sekarang mau masuk HOLY WEEK suda ni, 
bagus kita bertafakur and forgive each other and starts a new life ;)

eh, talking about HOLY WEEK which is NEXT WEEK 17 APRIL - 24 APRIL 2011, 

my expected due date is on 19th APRIL 2011 ( TUESDAY ) 
and it's 3 days TO GO!!! 

Can't wait to be a mother and to have a baby :) yeay :) 

some says, life will change forever after having a baby ( tidak buli itu, tidak buli ini... ) 

emmmm... can't imagine how baby can change our lives??? 

Let's find out together ya :)

My recent photo ( 36 weeks of pregnancy ) photo taken at Kasih Sayang Resort

P/S~ Sya ingat mengandung 36 minggu seja=9months, 
skali 40 minggu pula= 10 bulan tu ging, blum plus 7 days over due lagi..huhu...

Okay la, that's all for now :) Pray for me & baby ya :)
 hopefully everything's gonna be okay :)

God bless all of us :)