The Power of Prayer

Halo :) today sya mau cerita about the power of prayer..

No matter what is your religion, prayer is a must and that's the way we communicate with God..

Honestly speaking, I'm not "orang kuat" church or alim2 pya orang, but I just believe in God and in prayer :)

During my pregnancy, buli kira jari sya pg church brapa kali..huhu..

But, when me & hubby ada masa free, kami p chapel sembahyang, ba suda escape church kan, pg la chapel, 

at least tpijak jg tempat suci ba :)

And during my pregnancy juga, ramai yg bgto sya spy pray ROSARY 'kuat2' 

(kuat2 ertinya banyak kali la tu kan.. )

Pray Rosary yang Joyful Mysteries which are ;

1st Mystery : The Annunciation of Mary

2nd Mystery : The Visitation of Mother Mary to Elizabeth

3rd Mystery : The Birth of Jesus

4th Mystery : The Presentation of Jesus

5th Mystery : The Finding in the Temple

( Ini yang sya ingat la.. )

Yeap, I did pray Rosary a lot.. hampir tiap2 malam during my 2nd - 3rd trimester.. 

takut ba, anak pertama lagi, mengandung and beranak tu bukan senang tu..

Tapi bukan tym takut ja mo sembahyang kan.. but at least sya sembahyang ( hantam la!! hoho )

Hari2 sya pray supaya baby sihat & sempurna, sya nda rasa talampau sakit tym delivery, hubby ada dekat tym mau deliver, & smua2 la. :)

And believe it or not, everything went well ( like I told you di My giving Birth Story )

I believe it bcoz of the power of prayer & God really answered our prayer :) 

Just have faith, little faith pun buli la asal ada  :)

For those kengkawan ( yg sama religion sm sya ) yang mau deliver soon, 

pray Rosary banyak2,k.. Memang lancar ja tu beranak :)

Macam Mother Mary sendiri :) 

Like I said, sya bkn org yg alim2 ni..hehe.. 

but everytime sya pray and ask for sumthing sya dapat juga, so can you :)

( ada lg satu cerita ni nanti sya kasi share )

except for winning a jackpot..haha..

Actuali ada juga sya pray, but tiba2 tu hari masa di Mass, tajuk dia "Man cannot serve two Gods : God or Money".. nah ambik ko! hoho.. 

Ba okay la, baby panggil suda :) That's all for now ;)

My Giving Birth story - Part 4

Okay sambung lagi part 4 ar.. coz ada org tanya pastu amcm?

but this part ada 'gross' or 'censored' ckit utk 18tahun ke atas seja ar..hehe..

I would like to share this story to kwn2 yg sedang mengandung anak ptama and have many Qs in ur mind..

Ya sya tau tu, syapun dlu slalu terfkir "amcm la kalu gini? kalu gitu? " hehe

okay...

Pas doktor jahit, then nurse kasi antiseptik and kasi pakai pad :) dont worry ar..
Tapi bawa pad sendiri juga la :) 

and teda malu2 suda, penat suda tym tu, ko teda fikir apa2 lagi.. 

then kena suru duduk d wheelchair & kena hantar di bed 

( Ini bdasarkan pgalaman sya d Rafflesia Medical Center la.. nda tau pula tmpt lain, manatau ada kena suru jalan sendiri, tampiling dia ar..haha )

then ble tidur kalu mo rehat :) kalu d RMC , baby kena taruk d nursery dlu supaya ibu2 dapat berehat.. 

Jam 11am gitu baru sya bangun n pg kencing..uinah, takut jg mau kencing tym tu..

manatau sakit kan.. tapi nda jg la, ada dia bagi painkiller, antibiotik, ubat lawas..

1st time p tandas lepas labour, sya bawa hubby, takut pingsan d tandas

then byk darah keluar, uhuhuuuuuu... expect that y'all 

and mau cuci sana pakai air suam, and keringkan pakai tuala dengan sekering2nya..

and bestfriends sya cakap "tepuk2 ja pakai towel, jan ko lap betul mcm lap badan"

Then Pad mesti tukar slalu especially first week.. :)

Sampai petang, family and close relatives dtg tgk baby,

syapun blum tinguk lg tym tu...huhu.. 

tapi hubby ckp "okay, sempurna, semua ada, and kuai x kuat nangis " :)

then malam ckit, yg teda pelawat sda baru sya kluar pg tgk baby :)

and buli2 c hubby cakap sm sya "ba teka la mana satu c baby?"

Sabar jala sya, baru satu kali sya nmpk, tu pun tym dia masi biru lagi and ada darah2, 

trus dia suru lg sya teka..

mcm smua baby pun sama ja kena balut.. mana la sya tau..

Hubby kasi ketawa sya lagi then ckp " Ini nah lah c baby, tu pun ko x cam ka?"

utk cover diri sendiri, sya balas "Ya tu la ba yg sya mo tunjuk tadi"

Then malam2 gitu, nurse tanya samada mau kasi breastfeed baby atau tidak, 

masi penat lagi sya, so tidak bagi la..

Bsuk dia baru bagi..

Well, ada org yang terus2 ada susu, ada yang tiada.. tapi mimang ada baitu, just don't give up :)

My senior colleague said "kalu mau rangsang supaya ada air susu, mother kena minum susu junjung panas, n banyak2 la sampai tkeluar susu" 

and believe it, sya buat and ada.. yay.. after 1 sleepless night teda bagi baby breastfeed and dia nangis2, at last the day after ada suda :) 

happy tu kasi breastfeed baby.. Orang tua2 cakap kalu lagi lama ko kasi breastfeed baby, 

lagi dia manja and dengar cakap ko :) and kuat bond dia sama ko :)

nah, berusaha kio! :) hehe..

Okay la tidak dapat lama2 tulis, ni pun nasib ada draft saved buli jg sambung2 tulis :) 

till then :) 

My Giving Birth story - Part 3

Okay ni kali la paling last punya part ar :)

Special title : The longest One Hour in My Life 

6.30am - 7.30 am on 21st April 2011 ( Holy Thursday )

At 6.30am, after Dr. kasi pecah air tuban sya ( yg tidak pandai pecah2 ), then dia kluar p panggil hubby sya..

Masa tu sya limpang terlentang with my baju tidur.. 

Tunggu2 tu masa.. 

And kena 'drip' juga untuk kasi cepat contractions supaya cepat beranak..  

Then hubby datang dengan muka terkejutnya.. Hahaha..

So, sya crita2 la sama hubby lagi, yg tu doktor ckp mau beranak sda, then tu nurse pun crita lagi pasal yg hal semalam tu..

Hubby duduk sebelah sya & sebelah tu CTG, so when the contractions come, dia tau.. 

Dia tanya2 lg sya "sakit ka? sakit ka?" adeh!!

Coz the graph showed full contractions 100 level.. ertinya tahap gaban pya sakit sda tu..

yg semalam kan paling2 pun 40-65 ja level contractions sya..

But, sya teda rasa sakit sangat, mcm sakit besa ja, coz awal2 sda minta painkiller..

haha.. panat ba 25 jam sya masuk wad kurang tidur, takut teda energy mo bear the pain.. :)

Doctor said Painkiller doesn't make the pain gone 100% but thank God, I felt that it almost 100% gone...

betul2 macm teda rasa apa2.. honestly..

Then tu nurse cakap "bagito ar kalu rasa macam mau terbirak suda"

Nah sya pun bgung, kalu dtg contractions mimang rasa macm mau tbirak..

balik2 jg sya ckp "nah nurse, mcm mau tbirak suda"

skali dia cek belum lg.. masi ada pintu rahim, means blum 10cm terbuka la.. 

"Cis!! punya lama tu, balik2 lagi sya ckp mau tbirak tp tidak juga"

and c hubby pun satu, asal dia nmpk tu graph mau naik suda dia cakap gini 

"Nah dear mau ada contractions suda, sedia! sedia!!" 
Sampai dia bdiri ni.. dia pula yang nervous ba..haha.. 

kadang2 ada contractions yg sya rasa tidak kuat, then sya reply dia "belum2.. " 

Hahaha... 

And Jam 7.00 am, sempat lg tu nurse tukar shift.. 

atoookoi, becerita dorg di hadapan kangkangan sya.. pingsan!! 

Nurse yang baru tukar shift ni pun pregnant juga 5 bulan, then dia ajar sya cara mengenjan and sempat lagi kami praktis mengenjan..

Time tunggu menunggu tu hubby cakap sama sya, jam 7.15 la ni ko beranak.. 

trus sya tgk tu jam macam lama tul mau 7.15am..

Almost 7.15am suda, baru sya rasa mcm mau ter"berak" sangat2 :) 

Thank God, Doctor arrived at the right time :) with ada lg satu Staff Nurse :)

then kaki sya kena taruk d tmpt khas, bed kena kasi naik sampai macam duduk and Ready for Action!!

Doctor duduk d depan sya, nurse yg pregnant d sebelah kiri, yg staf nurse d sebelah kanan,

hubby di belakang sya untuk push badan sya pg depan :)

Nurse tu cakap bila rasa sakit sda ble push kuat-kuat sekuat hati ko dia bilang :)

Worst thing, sya kurang rasa sakit, so manala sya tau bila mo enjan huhu..

Then tu nurse sendiri yang tulung 'rasa' untuk sya..

Dia ckp gini "Sakit suda kan? PUSHH!!!!"

Banyak kali sya PUSHHHHHHH but nurse cakap salah push coz muka merah..

Aarghhh... mimang susah pula mau push tau!! Menyesal tidak belajar dari muuuuula lagi..

(P/S ~ nah kepada sesiapa yg mo beranak tu, blajar kama cara2 PUSH.. penting tu! It's about ur life and Baby's )

Doctor, nurse, staff nurse and hubby teriak2 suru sya PUSH.. 

ble tuli juga telinga tu kiri kanan depan belakang teriak suru sya PUSH!! 

hampir 10 minit la sya push nda kluar2, then doktor tpaksa ambk vacuum untuk pegang kepala baby..

time tu kepala baby memang d pintu sda, doktor cakap takut baby termasuk balik or lemas d pintu sana..

So, vacuum kena taruk sana kepala baby with low level seja 

Doctor said to me "I put this vacuum doesn't mean to you didn't have to push, it's just to help you to hold the baby, 85% you need to push or else I have to c-sect you.. I really don't want to damage the baby so you need to PUSH as hard as you can" dia cakap dengan selamba.. 

but, I'm really2 tired suda time tu..

Lepas dia cakap tu, sya tinguk hubby sya,muka dia mcm sedih..

sya pun macm mau nangis sda :(

I really don't want to let hubby down and don't want to lose the baby..

After 9 months pregnant, and 25 hours of contractions, nda kan sya mau give up begitu seja kan..

Then sya puuuuuuusssshhhhhhh sekuat2 hati sya.. 

then baru la dapat :)

Doctor pun ckp "Good girls... one more3x" 

ntah brapa byk kali one more dia, mcm nda pandai abis sya rasa..haha

At last, baby keluar juga at 7.32am.. and kena taruk d lap sya :)

sya pun tekejut and happy :) 

masa tu mcm teda tenaga sda mau buat apa2,

sya just taruk tangan atas badan dia and tinguk ja..

Macam 100% hilang energy ni..

tapi masi sedar lg la.. :) 

Pastu bed kena kasi turun, baby kena kasi bersih and hubby bw baby keluar..

pastu doktor jahit sambil tanya2 sya lagi

"how old r u?" .. "26" sya bilang..

then tu nurse menyampuk"aik, sya ingat masi skola menengah muka nmpk babyface.." 

doktor pun "Ya la, dun worry still young, luka pun cepat sembuh"

Sya pun nda bermaya suda layan dorg, sya mau tiduuuur lagi..huahua...

After suda kena jahit, doktor bagi nasihat lagi then bagi kata2 semangat 

Sya nda ingat apa dia ckp, coz mamai2 mau tidur..huhu...

Then nurse hantar sya pg wad, and jumpa hubby :) 

hubby senyum2 balik dari nursery baby, dia ckp "baby sihat and nomal" 

Pastu sya tiduuurrr.... huahua...

Abis cerita :) 

P/S~ Thank you very much and I really appreciate and million thank you to all my families,friends, Dr Ramesh and all the nurse at Rafflesia Medical Center yang bagi support :) 

and tidak jemu2 balas msg2 and encourage me :) 

I am so lucky to have you all :)

Dan yang paling penting skali My dear Husband who is there with me through all the bad and good times :) 

To be continued... 

What makes me strong during my pregnancy and labour time? 

Believe it or not, but I did experienced it :) 

My Giving Birth story - Part 2

Sorry for a long delayed :) 
Today is the 7th day after giving birth 
and Hari Ke-7 Berpantang.. 

aiya lamaaa nya..huhu..

 Ba jom kita sambg cerita 

on 21st April 2011 ( Holy Thursday ) at 12.00am :

I can feel the contractions already, macam selang 10-20 minit la dia datang..

then dia datang trus 3 kali berturut in 15 second..

 mcm 5 saat sakit, trus 2 saat nda sakit, then 5 saat lg sakit trus 2 saat x sakit, 5 saat sakit, then tidak suda sakit sampai 10min-20 min.

Tapi sakit dia tu sya ble tahan la with just taking a deep breath seja then okay sda ;)

I asked hubby to sleep next to me, just in case kalu ada sakit kuat sya buli gigit dia ..hehe..

Then when I took deep breaths, he knws that I'm in pain :) 

at 1am gitu, the nurse in-charge pg tgk sya, then she asked if I did feel any pain, trus sya angguk ja la..

Then, dia pasang tu CTG di perut sya utk tgk contractions and heartbeat baby..

Skali dia pasang tu CTG for about 35min, there is no contractions.. 

graf di CTG pun yg low seja 

"kureng betul bila pasang tu alat teda pula contraction" 

Tu nurse cakap "aik, teda contractions pun ni, ko rasa sakit ka?"

then sya jwb "tadi ada, skrg teda pula"

For about 45min, sya minta tu CTG kena buka dari perut sya, coz nda selesa la tidur terlentang plus sya mau pg tandas lg ..huhu

Then tu CTG kena buka la and sya ble pg tandas sesuka hati and tidur sesuka hati juga ;) 

Jadi tidur la me & hubby sampai jam 5.45am gitu..

( Dalam tidur tu pun, I realized tu nurse ada jg p jenguk2 beberapa kali, ish ish jeles kali dia tgk sya tidur ...hehe )

At.5.45am tu, tbangun coz ada Dr. Ramesh ( My Gynae ) datang pg tgk patient di sebelah, 

and sekali jg tgk sya.. 

He said to me "U still don't feel any contractions?" and sya angguk ja la..

He said : " Okay, after this I wanna scan you one more time, and find out what is wrong,

maybe... bla bla bla (sya lupa sda apa dia ckp, coz baru bgn kan, angguk ja la )

Bila Dr. jalan sda, sya pg tandas lu cuci muka berus gigi smua, relak2 ba..

then after kluar dari tandas, hubby said Dr. ask me to go to Labour Room, dia mo check dia bilang..

Then pg la sya sana Labour room dengan sarung2 and baju tidur lg tu.. 

At the Labour Room about 6.05am  :

Ada sda Dr. and nurse yg incharge semalam tunggu sana, with dripper and scanner and CTG

Dalam hati sya " maybe kena operate la ni tau, or kena induce..hantam seja la"

Then, Dr. Pasang CTG di perut sya, and check bukaan..

Fobia sya kena check bukaan trus sya ckp sama Dr. "ahh.. check bukaan lagi? sakit tu.. "

then Dr said "No, I use only one finger,k"

And tidak juga sakit Dr. check, kalu tu nurse yang sakit betul dia check..huhu..

Then!! 

Dr said to the nurse incharge "Bukaan dia 8-9cm suda ni, dia mau beranak suda ni, sepa cakap dia tidur tu? "

Sya sama tu nurse pun tkejut .. 

then utk cover tu nurse, sya cakap "sya tidak brapa tidur tu, sya tidur2 ayam ja tu"

then tu nurse cover herself "sya nampak nyenyak betul dia tidur tu"

Then Dr. said "nah dia tidur2 ayam ja tu, ko ni ar... "and  asked her to get prepared ,

he said to me "In within one hour kau ble beranak suda, nasib baik la, kalu blum ada bukaan or contractions sampai jam 12pm ni hari tpaksa sya operate kau....okay, you just calm down, while I go outside and call your husband dlu"

Dengan bingung2 sya sama tu nurse di Labour Room, dia ckp dgn sya "Alah, sya ingat ko tidak rasa sakit, kalu ko rasa sakit tu, sya check bukaan ko, Dr. pun ada call jg ba pagi2 then sya cakap ko masi tidur, tula dia risau tu"

Then sya ckp la sama tu nurse " Ada ba sya cakap sakit tu, tapi bila tu CTG kena pasang trus hilang sakit"

Trus kami ketawa bingung2.. hohoo...

Ba buli sya kasi to be continued lagi, baby mau menyusu suda :) sorry :) hehe... 

My Giving Birth story - Part 1

21st April 2011 7.32am, our little princess was born :) yeay at last :)

Here is my "beranak" story.. haha..

After went to see the doctor on 19th April 

( doc asked me to come and see him on Saturday for a review again if belum beranak2 lagi) 

we went to eat puas2 and beli2 buah-buahan and berjalan sampai malam 

(ada sedikit susah hati coz baby blum ada tanda2 mau kluar, kepala dia pun blum 'engaged' lagi )

then, I felt stomachache, yang macm mau berak tu..

I thought it was bcoz the food and buah-buahan that i ate lately..

Day 1 : at 12:00 am 20 April2011 , I couldn't sleep and went to the toilet untuk melabur dengan banyak

 after that, mau tidur pun nda dpt, macam mau berak seja..

at about 4.15am, pigi lagi toilet coz terasa macm mau berak,

skali ada kluar darah, at that moment, gembira + nervous + bingung smua tkeluar..

dengan mamai2 nya sya kluar dari toilet, and bgto hubby yang ada darah, 

sama2 kami p tinguk tu darah, and bincang lagi samada darah berak ka atau darah mau beranak?

without fikir panjang, trus sya mandi and cuci rambut dengan sepuas-puasnya lagi tu..hehe

at 5.00am, me, hubby and mother in law pigi Rafflesia Medical Center..

Well, I just felt like stomachache yg macm mau berak tu, tapi pandai hilang2..

Sampai ja sana Rafflesia, kena admitted and kena pasang CTG,

kena check bukaan at 6.00am baru 1cm with low-mild contractions

nurse tu cakap "maybe 11.30am ni ble beranak sda la kau tu" and asked me not to eat anything..

then, after 2 hours, dorg tgk CTG masi lagi low-mild contractions, 

baru dorg suru bfast, coz maybe laaaama lagi sya beranak, coz blum ada tanda2 contraction yang kuat..

so berehat2 ja la d hosp sambil SMSes Families & Friends

( Thank you very much kepada Family & Best Friends yang sudi SMSes dgn sya time tu : hilang juga keboringan dan ketakutan sya :)  and byk tips and kata2 semangat juga ni, Thank you once again, God bless you all )

At 2.00pm, ada staff nurse datang and check2 bukaan 

( punya sakit mau check bukaan tu, mcm mau sepak orang ja ooo..haha )

MASIH LAGI 1cm and tu nurse cakap actually, tidak sampai pun 1cm..

With low-mild contractions and small "bukaan", they told my doctor ( Dr. Ramesh Kumar Nadason )

At 5.00 pm, doctor came and tanya2 kalu ada sakit kuat, then sya cakap "buli2 la.."

watching me smiling and buli limpang2 and jalan2 lagi, 

he said " I think you will be deliver tomorrow, if not this midnight, depends on the contractions, kalau macam ni masi ble senyum2 ni belum lagi la, coz kalau contractions betul2, you wont be able to smile or sleep anymore"

Dia cakap begitu trus sya imagine suda, amacm la sakit dia sampai nda buli senyum and tidur lg ni.. 

So malam2, sya makan biskut and minum air ckit ja, takut2 mau beranak malam, 

coz dorg ckp jan makan byk2 nanti kalu terberanak, takut muntah time mau enjan,

 so sya pun teda la makan byk2 lgpun mcm teda selera mau makan.. 

6.00pm to midnight, sya limpang, jalan2, tinguk baby orang, pg tandas, SMSes, and tidur seja..

21st April 2011 ( to be continued ) hehe..

btw, today is Easter Sunday and our 1st year Anniversary :)

Wanna wish you all, Happy Easter and God bless you all :)

and to my hubby, Happy 1st Year Anniversary :) 

Expected Date of Delivery

Halo all :) 

FYI, My Expected Date of Delivery (EDD) is on 19th April 2011 ( Tuesday )

Today is 18th April 2011..

Well, now, I did experience should I say some contraction

 ( maybe, coz I dont know what is contractions and how does it feel like)

First baby kan, mana tau apa rasa dia.. 

Macm la kalu orang lain cakap "rasa oren" tapi oren pun sya nda pernah makan, 

nah amcm jg mau tau rasa oren kan..haha :) perumpamaan ja :)

From here , dia bilang :

Contractions are often described as a cramping or tightening sensation that starts in the back and moves around to the front in a wave-like manner. 

But I don't think I feel that way now, 

skrg mcm baby gerak2 kepala dia mau pg bawah and she did hiccup often.. 

and teda juga sakit2 betul, mcm besa ja ni, ble lagi jalan2 and buat keja mcm besa..

emm...jadi, bila la ni baby mau kluar ni? 

Duuuulu time my early pregnancy, I prayed for baby to come out on our anniversary 24th April, 

ba abis la, dia dengar kali tu tau, 24th April kali dia mau kluar?? 

wuahhh... berat suda ni, and mau jalan pun tpaksa berhati2 coz mana tau bila2 and di mana2 seja dia mo kluar, malu la kalu d 1B air ketuban pecah ka apa..mesti panik gila tu kalu d tmpt lain pecah air ketuban.. 

Apapun, We pray for the best and ask for God's help :)

and Thank you kepada those who ask and sms me time2 skrg, 

Thank you for sharing my "nervousness" haha.. 

kurang jg nervous sya, kalu kamu pun ikut nervous :) 

and bsuk juga ada appointment sama doktor, doktor ckp kalu blum beranak, pg klinik jmpa mcm besa, 

entah apa lagi la doktor cakap ni kali ni :) 

Ba, sya pun nda mo cakap byk, 

manatau skali bsuk subuh tiba2 pecah air ketuban ka apa, who knows kan :)

bilang teda sakit, skali tu pula sakit dia.. tapi sya yg nda tau.. 

OK la, till then :) sya mau pg kira and rasa2 contraction dlu ni, manatau ada :P 

God bless :)

My Baby Bump

Hahahaa... just wanna share my current image ( wif baby bump) :D 

Picture was taken masa di Changing Room..

Mau try2 kunun beli baju yg bukan maternity style but still ble cover my perut..

tapi apakan daya, baju gitu2 tu, mesti mau show perut..

Time ni mcm 17 mgu sda ( 4 months plus++ la kan )

nda jg brapa ketara and still too early to wear maternity wear..

hoho...

but, yg sedey nya orang ingat sya BONCIT kalu sya masi pakai baju2 'dara muda' sya skrg ni..hahaha

emm... so for the conclusion, better pakai tshirt ja la dlu.. 

Actually I really cant wait my Baby Bump grow bigger and bigger.. wahahaha...

Ohya, and today, I went to see Gynae and with hope to see the gender,

but unfortunately, baby is too shy to show or wants to surprise mummy..hoho..

nevermind :) bagi sya, girl or boy sama seja :D yang penting sihat :D

and semalam sya terbangun dalam jam 1 am gitu la, gara2 ditendang2..huhu..

Macam 'gempa bumi' ja dalam perut.. so sad, I was looking for hubby for him to feel the "tendang2" :(

huhu... 1 more week for hubby to come back :D 

nanti ble la dia rasa anak dia tendang2 ( yg selama ini dia tunggu2)

 tapi perut sya juga la yg jadi mangsa..hohoho....

Okay la till then :D 

p/s~ nanti sya balas komen2 ar... :D

My Baby Bump

Hahahaa... just wanna share my current image ( wif baby bump) :D 

Picture was taken masa di Changing Room..

Mau try2 kunun beli baju yg bukan maternity style but still ble cover my perut..

tapi apakan daya, baju gitu2 tu, mesti mau show perut..

Time ni mcm 17 mgu sda ( 4 months plus++ la kan )

nda jg brapa ketara and still too early to wear maternity wear..

hoho...

but, yg sedey nya orang ingat sya BONCIT kalu sya masi pakai baju2 'dara muda' sya skrg ni..hahaha

emm... so for the conclusion, better pakai tshirt ja la dlu.. 

Actually I really cant wait my Baby Bump grow bigger and bigger.. wahahaha...

Ohya, and today, I went to see Gynae and with hope to see the gender,

but unfortunately, baby is too shy to show or wants to surprise mummy..hoho..

nevermind :) bagi sya, girl or boy sama seja :D yang penting sihat :D

and semalam sya terbangun dalam jam 1 am gitu la, gara2 ditendang2..huhu..

Macam 'gempa bumi' ja dalam perut.. so sad, I was looking for hubby for him to feel the "tendang2" :(

huhu... 1 more week for hubby to come back :D 

nanti ble la dia rasa anak dia tendang2 ( yg selama ini dia tunggu2)

 tapi perut sya juga la yg jadi mangsa..hohoho....

Okay la till then :D 

p/s~ nanti sya balas komen2 ar... :D

My First Trimester

 Halo all, well.. well... As stated on my FB status last week, 

yup I'm pregnant for about 3 months 1-2 weeks now :D 

And of course me, hubby and family members are all happy :D very very happy...

Well, ba mari sya crita how's my trimester :D

Emmm... so far so good, when my period was late for 2 weeks baru sya cek pakai tu *apa suda mau ckp tu, lupa la* emm... pregnancy test, yang main beli sana Guardian :D

And it showed a positive result :D  

Then after 2 weeks, baru la sya p jumpa doktor pg scan.. then masa tu mcm baru 4-5 weeks blum nmpk apa2 lagi so doktor pun blum ble kasi kepastian.. 

Coz fetus MAYBE 50-50 jadi or tidak time tu that's y blum nampk, 

and that's why jugak la ( I think ) sya kena nasihat oleh orang2 tua supaya tidak mengumumkan berita baik ni sebelum sampai 3 bulan..

Then last2 week, sampai suda 3 bulan baru sya announce n share the good news :D

Thank God :D

Fetus yg masi kecik lagi masa tu baru 9 weeks, then mau kena minum air banyak-banyak baru dapat scan pula..
*sya baru tau jg.. first time ba .. hehehe

Aik, lupa pula mau crita pasal my trimester... Well, mula2 tu ada psychology effect juga la..

Saya fikir sya pregnant then mesti mau muntah, mesti pening ni, mesti penat la itu la ini la...

I think that's all psychology at the first place... 

Then, I've tried to fight the 'psycho2' tu, sumtimes it's working, sumtimes it doesn't.. sampai skg..

Kadang2 ble lawan tu perasaan tidak selesa...

Yes, mmg ada perasaan mual, pening n cepat penat.. 

and one thing about me, I'm very afraid to vomit.. macam mau mati seja sya rasa, 

bak kata sya & Annie " Bagus ko bunuh sya seja daripada sya muntah" hahaha.. *kidding 

sepanjang sya hidup sya rasa 1-2 kali seja sya muntah itu pun terpaksa n x ble tahan sda..huhu..

One, saya tidak muntah langsung, BUT sya mual seja, and very very choosy.. mau makan pun susah..

Aktiviti makan la yang sya susah mau fikir tiap hari.. huhu.. ohya and super slow eating..huahua...

2nd, I'm sensitive to d environment, smell, apa2 la.. but I can handle it, maybe I'm sensitive but doesn't mean I  don't like it.. ble tahan ba... :D

3rd, yes, selalu pening n cepat penat... well, maybe it's becoz I have low blood pressure.. dari dlu pun begitu, kurang darah & x dpt derma darah..huhu...

Ohya during my trimester, I had twice food poisoning.. 

damn, salah makan.. gara-gara jaga makan,trus salah makan..

Diarrhea sampai lemah badan..huhu.. poor my baby.. 

sengsara ooo 

Ba kamu tau jg kan, amcm sakit perut kalu keracunan..

masa tu I can't handle it anymore, 

then I put too much *I think* itu apa tu nama dia, minyak cap helang ka ( green color) di PERUT ar...

sampai merah kulit perut sya, and 2-3 days after that, tu kulit terkupas..

but now, Thank God Everything's fine :D

 Ba, skrg mau masuk 2nd Trimester suda.. 

hopefully smuanya okay jg, and I pray that everyones around me understand my condition & situation.. 

Please don't put too many pressure on me,k..hehe

I try my best to control my anger & what-so-ever feeling ni skrg, so please , and please *begging suda ni,

jangan la memaksa k :D tengkiu :D hehehe.. 

That's all for now :D tata.. gudnite and God bless :D

My First Trimester

 Halo all, well.. well... As stated on my FB status last week, 

yup I'm pregnant for about 3 months 1-2 weeks now :D 

And of course me, hubby and family members are all happy :D very very happy...

Well, ba mari sya crita how's my trimester :D

Emmm... so far so good, when my period was late for 2 weeks baru sya cek pakai tu *apa suda mau ckp tu, lupa la* emm... pregnancy test, yang main beli sana Guardian :D

And it showed a positive result :D  

Then after 2 weeks, baru la sya p jumpa doktor pg scan.. then masa tu mcm baru 4-5 weeks blum nmpk apa2 lagi so doktor pun blum ble kasi kepastian.. 

Coz fetus MAYBE 50-50 jadi or tidak time tu that's y blum nampk, 

and that's why jugak la ( I think ) sya kena nasihat oleh orang2 tua supaya tidak mengumumkan berita baik ni sebelum sampai 3 bulan..

Then last2 week, sampai suda 3 bulan baru sya announce n share the good news :D

Thank God :D

Fetus yg masi kecik lagi masa tu baru 9 weeks, then mau kena minum air banyak-banyak baru dapat scan pula..
*sya baru tau jg.. first time ba .. hehehe

Aik, lupa pula mau crita pasal my trimester... Well, mula2 tu ada psychology effect juga la..

Saya fikir sya pregnant then mesti mau muntah, mesti pening ni, mesti penat la itu la ini la...

I think that's all psychology at the first place... 

Then, I've tried to fight the 'psycho2' tu, sumtimes it's working, sumtimes it doesn't.. sampai skg..

Kadang2 ble lawan tu perasaan tidak selesa...

Yes, mmg ada perasaan mual, pening n cepat penat.. 

and one thing about me, I'm very afraid to vomit.. macam mau mati seja sya rasa, 

bak kata sya & Annie " Bagus ko bunuh sya seja daripada sya muntah" hahaha.. *kidding 

sepanjang sya hidup sya rasa 1-2 kali seja sya muntah itu pun terpaksa n x ble tahan sda..huhu..

One, saya tidak muntah langsung, BUT sya mual seja, and very very choosy.. mau makan pun susah..

Aktiviti makan la yang sya susah mau fikir tiap hari.. huhu.. ohya and super slow eating..huahua...

2nd, I'm sensitive to d environment, smell, apa2 la.. but I can handle it, maybe I'm sensitive but doesn't mean I  don't like it.. ble tahan ba... :D

3rd, yes, selalu pening n cepat penat... well, maybe it's becoz I have low blood pressure.. dari dlu pun begitu, kurang darah & x dpt derma darah..huhu...

Ohya during my trimester, I had twice food poisoning.. 

damn, salah makan.. gara-gara jaga makan,trus salah makan..

Diarrhea sampai lemah badan..huhu.. poor my baby.. 

sengsara ooo 

Ba kamu tau jg kan, amcm sakit perut kalu keracunan..

masa tu I can't handle it anymore, 

then I put too much *I think* itu apa tu nama dia, minyak cap helang ka ( green color) di PERUT ar...

sampai merah kulit perut sya, and 2-3 days after that, tu kulit terkupas..

but now, Thank God Everything's fine :D

 Ba, skrg mau masuk 2nd Trimester suda.. 

hopefully smuanya okay jg, and I pray that everyones around me understand my condition & situation.. 

Please don't put too many pressure on me,k..hehe

I try my best to control my anger & what-so-ever feeling ni skrg, so please , and please *begging suda ni,

jangan la memaksa k :D tengkiu :D hehehe.. 

That's all for now :D tata.. gudnite and God bless :D